Another stuff...

Arrggghhh.... juz when i thought it is all over...
There is another thing for me to do again....
Another battle to fight....
I dun go for the results...
I juz want to enjoy the fight...
I'm glad there's something for me to do....
at least i ain't wasting my time...
and i can think...

Sick...

its getting very late... soon, my parents will wake up and prepare for work... and here i am, trying to do something thats way out of my league... and coughing my lungs out. Every nerve of my body is screaming "GO TO SLEEP!!! YOU DAMN PIECE OF SHIT!!!" but no... I can feel my body burning up, yet feeling cold in in my feet and arms... and the coughing.. the god-damn coughing. it wasn't that serious this afternoon... maybe it was the lemon tea i drank... maybe its because i put it into the freezer for an hour before i drank it... whatever... oh ya, i can feel the headache building up... ooo... the pain... my brains pulsating, throbbing to the rythmn of my heartbeat. hehehehehehe... i'm not going to sleep yet... no... i'm going to finish that damn thing... no way i'm going to sleep!!! i will try to enjoy the pain and maybe wake up tomorrow like a victor! No Chance! No Chance! NO CHANCE!!! Grrr!!!

Its Over

Never expected myself to be back.. I don't blog, heck, I don't even keep a diary. I remember I created this blog last time for her. Ya. Cos' she's in blogging and I thought that maybe if I had a blog we would have more to talk about. Nopes.. I mentioned it to her and she just look at me and doesn't give me a damn. Hell, I don't blame her, I wouldn't give myself damn too.. hehehehehe.

Anyway, I'm unofficially graduated, after 3 hectic years, and how much I've changed. heh, I've told them "things change" over and over again in our msn conversations and they just look at me like I'm some crazy old man... I don't blame them, I am a bit crazy...

I really tried hard for my course... I gave my best for everything for my assignments, yet I couldn't get an A, of course, talent is a factor. That just shows I don't have what it takes. But I'm still grateful to NYP for accepting me when I was kicked out of TP. Thank You, but I believed I've paid my debts and there's nothing I owe you anymore.

Hell, and I've thought of so many things to blog about last night, and now I felt as though there's nothing to write about. Hahahaha, the piece of shit I am...

Oh ya, it's a good thing I had created an account with blogger, at least I don't have to go through the hassle of filling in the forms again when I create my portfolio for my club.

The Aspiring Mangaka and Writers Club, from what I could gather, they are a bunch of talented youth with a lot of aspirations, I stumbled upon them when I was researching on local creativity.
Hmm, guess I'll stick with them and try and learn as much as I can from them.

That would be enough, signing off...